Arent any good?

Why worship the good man when the things you do arent any good?
- Richard Ramirez ( The Nightstalker )




PS: I am not glorifying Ramirez here, just those beautiful words!

-= Floating Dreams and God's not there =-

There was this person in my life who came and said these things to me which i would like to put down.

"When you want something in life, reach out and grab it no matter how far it is, if you want it, youll get it"

I am all alone sitting in a closed room with no one around me at the moment. Not that am a loner, there are times when I just like to be alone. Going back to the line i wrote now. Yes what he said is damn true. I have experienced this as a child, I have experienced this as an adolescent, I experience this even now. Yes there are so many dreams which float around me, so many unfulfilled things, desires and passions. Im a grown up now, not a dreamy child and its really ironic when I dream now. Its nothing what Im writing is only specific to me. Everyone feels this way someway or the other. Each one of you who is reading this has felt this. People have their dreams floating around. Its out there to reach and grab it.Many a times people give up and walk away thinking its not their cup of tea. People should dream in order to live it. My dad says this to me "Son, you have got everything in your life you wished till now, you sure must be dreaming more, dreaming high, know one thing for sure, what you want son, you will get it no matter what, follow it, thats the trick." These words by my father inspire me to still dream on. Im a piscean which automatically puts me in the dreamer category. I dream to want something. Sometimes I think things are so far off. As Im writing this, I am thinking the same. But Dad, hope your words come true. Hope I live my dream, my passion.

I dont believe in God, I believe in that supreme thing in ourself which is inside each one of us, whom we pray at times of distress. Sometimes the way astrology works out freaks me out, freaks me out that I still dont believe in God.

-Amen

-= Walk Along =-

I stumble over and fall face down
I stare at the earth
Smell the acrid dry sand
Im not hurt
Im just so stoned.

There are stars falling from the sky
There are wishes we make
No not all of them grow
They wind down the tunnel of our lonely minds
Only to float once more
And remind of a time old.

I get up and face the moon
It shines and I can see the face
And I shake the dust off my hands
And I wish I could say hello to the one above.

We dive at the river of time
Swim through it
Against it and sometimes with it
And you can feel the fatigue grow
Sure to make you sink below.

I walk down that road
Feel my shadow beside me
I hold a hand out of blue
And it guides me
To a place so cold.

Not that life guides you
You guide life
You take it to a place cold
You feel it shiver
And you sweat
You have come a long way so.

I sit down tired
Close my eyes
Just one more time
You see the stars falling again
Make a wish and let it grow.

-= Lacerate! =-

I know you made it out
I cant help it no more
There are steps to take and roads to walk
We cant go there
We cant lead to morrow
I know you are listening.

Why do I care when it takes us nowhere
So we thought so much
So we got lost so many times
Lets do it now
Before you end up weeping.

I dont care the tears
I dont care the breaths you skip
No not anymore
Lets not give it a damn anymore
Too much is too far
Too little is what I care.

How can you force things
When lifes best with things falling in place.
And sorry its falling here.
Tear the pictures
And dont shed the tears no more
Its our december
Lets step aside this stage and go.

Another gives me a touch so warm
Why do i miss the chance to miss
To feel this situation?
I dont care you no more
I aint lying no more
Im being honest and true
Care you take a walk and say goodbye.

You wont feel this anymore
Im so guilty
Yes so cruel
Its a crash we always craved
With the moments flying by it gets more dry
Lets hammer the nails and say bye
Lets leave this place
Lets make it blow.

Yes im crime!
Yes you give a damn!
Yes i make you feel lost!
Yes im the nine before thy ten!

-= Close in =-

Things just are bound to fall in place,
We just cant deny the rule of life,
Can we take this pill a bit more slow
So we dont miss these times
So we dont miss these times
Later when you remember our sweet rhyme!

Everything you once thought was in vain
Doesnt it seem an answer to that question,
The more I tried to sink,
The more you pulled me up,
Its been a long road,
Have we travelled this way so long?

The more I tried to sink,
The more you pulled me up.

Its so much confusing
When i sit and think
You pop up holding my hand
Etch those times in your head
Cos its more than just another time.

The more I tried to sink,
The more you pulled me up.

Somewhere down that line
It seemed we were just so away
That it didnt feel so close,
We cant deny its just a matter of time
Till we would be just one.

I see loyal faces everytime
I wonder what they mean to me
How am i taking it for real
Ask me its been a pain so tough
I should be crowned king.

The more I tried to sink,
The more you pulled me up

Look at yourself one more time
How many times you have done it
Too many times dear
You need not explain cos i know
How i have lived through it.

What did we do to make it feel
This is so much better
Our lines are etched so deep
You can fall into it!


Smile.