-=Answer=-

I live the hard times
Battling out the fork in my life
Never knew things like this exist
I waste my time to digest
The facts that i dreamt
Not dream.

I look at someone,
Im filled with tears,
I change my view
Only to stare another,
I hope I dont miss you again.
Turn around and hey you are there.

You started it all,
I always thought its a line crossed,
I know that I need to slow down,
And break the fork
Help me end it once and for all.

When will we realize
We were born for this
Didnt it ever seem to you
We are so close and yet so far
It hurts me and I know it hurts you.

Im ready to cave in
For a better sunset
And make it so beautiful
But i dont understand the fork im living
The life im surviving.

-=What we Are=-

Groping in the darkness nullified
Survived your sweet stare
With stretched arms i made the blood drip,
You didnt notice with your tear filled eyes.

There were bullets to dodge and heart's to break,
A river cut short like a novel half done,
You took your walk down
The road too short,
A road filled with splinters sharp.

Another nail i hammer
Another touch you give,
I take one step back from your sweet sore,
And as I look as the crow flies,
At your dewy eyes,
Sweat still drips from a forehead lined.

Merciful demanour and a sweet touch,
You have it all,
A bit too far,
I would fall here
And be all set for the haunted.

And I stare at the sun
You are there silhoutted,
Staring back at me,
Your dreamy eyes
Are just too hynotizing
To make me blind!
To make me blind!

-= Till Death Apart =-

Theres so much of silence
Wonder how far we are apart.
I have seen a hundred suns
And we still keep on
Waiting for that last,
Waiting for that last.

Hiding under your shadow,
I dream with you alone,
Rushing through the clouds,
You fill colors with eyes blind.

We want to be so far apart,
Its funny how we still find out ways to be this close.
We have so many choices,
I wonder why we tick the same.

We take a picture,
It turns out blurred,
You are there standing still,
Still there holding my hand.

We want to be so far apart,
Its funny how we still find out ways to be this close.
We have so many other choices,
I wonder why we tick the same.

Thats the story you see,
We want to be so apart,
Still close hand in hand,
I skip a breath
I wonder why you skip the same.

-=Fall Apart=-

Someone falls in love,
Someone kills another,
Where do you go from here,
We go around,
And we do come around.

Thoughts fly like a thousand butterflies,
That light is shining,
Right at my face,
Into your dewy eyes.

I take a look around,
See people fighting,
See people loving,
Im one of them
You are just another face in the crowd.

We tear letters,
We shed tears for no reason,
Its another irony my friend,
Just one more to the crowd.

The clock keeps ticking,
And we look at each others face,
You can take a picture,
And cry over it tomorrow,
But we just dont care anymore.

We can make a puzzle
And miss a piece,
But do we care
Cos its just a game,
Just another one in the crowd.

Since its only you and me,
We walk our miles,
We just need another detour,
We live our dreams,
And walk away.

~ A Beautiful Mistake ~

Drenched in midnight dew

There you lie with druids
Dreaming of a thousand lives
Here i stand alone
Watching it unfold
For a never ending hope.

I hear the voice
I turn around and face
The Face in the mist,
Calling my name.

You fly again with fallen wings
I send an orchid old
Wronged
Withered, sunburnt.

I feel the thorns
Of the branch
You broke
And long the fallen flower
To bloom again.

A lost masquerade
In a story,
You live it,
Chiselled as you can be.

I killed the Face in the mist
Cant wait the birth
Once again,
To kill again.

I guess we wont change
I guess we both wronged
Lets forgive ourselves
And move on till the end.

~ The Haunting ~

A reason to be another,
Remembering times when im alone,
Seems an addiction,
Makes me feel,
Isnt it the one single reason.

Caught in a derecho of time,
Once here, once there,
Following bleak touches,
From heaven above,
I take my leaps,
Into sands of time.

Demeter stares down me
Makes me feel i have left Nemesis behind,
A haunting i feel
Surfacing every second I breathe.

Its so ironic,
To be the god
And Demon alone,
You forget your own reason.

Ghosts do die,
As Succubus said,
When will i realize?
When will i step aside
And think alike,
Walk hand in hand?

~ The Secret ~

I feel the time fly by,
A secret I live and swear by,
I see the sun set and the rise too.
Its a secret forced!

I make my soul perspire,
Watch the birds fly by,
To eternity and forever,
Purposeful! oh what a time.

I see shooting stars,
Comets passing by,
A holy streak,
A time too high,
Up above the sky.

Of feathers and scabbed wings,
You conspired,
A secret I live and swear by,
A secret forever!

Its tough when you are cold,
I choke! Dream! You smile!
And You flash the sword of sanity,
Its only another time.

A lost identity,
A memento,
Of memories,
Of dreams fuelled.

A secret I live and swear by,
A secret forever!

~ Incomplete Eternity ~

Like a bud it unfolds naturally,
You make me feel so weak and guilty,
Slowly and peacefully you make it insanely,
Devouring prayers all along.

Stuck in a slow motion
With fireworks all over,
You take your stand,
With the limelight which surround.

You make me feel so guilty,
Attack me when its the numbest,
Im still stuck in it,
I run, but you run faster,
Like they do in a slow motion movie.

Lost in the fog,
I search for the candle,
But in vain,
Like i said
You make me feel so guilty!

Louder and Louder you scream out,
I feel guilty,
I feel guilty,
I make peace with a lost and tampered soul.

We both lived the movie,
With smiles and tears,
We make the move,
Towards a dead incomplete eternity!

I made you feel guilty!
Enthroned in your peace!
Purposefully!!

~ Incubus vs Succubus ~

I flapped my wings,
You thought i would fly
But knew not it was just a sigh!
I walked the mile and crossed the line.

I needed to rectify,
Needed to be high,
A cat has too many lives,
Hey, I told you its just to glorify
You wanted to celebrate a lie.

Its an awe how someone goes so far
And lives one life at a time,
Of impossible reasons and theories
Then trample the anger, sweeping it aside.

Shut up, I guess was so far
Couldnt hear Your whisper.
A zillion miles made so short
A price not paid for those times.

They didnt know whats wrong,
You never went to war with a horse,did You?
You never faced a wall,did You?
You sprayed the color and I washed it off with water.

You saw and felt it through,
You walked the sands of time,
You reached an edge too much high,
I wasnt there to teach you how to fly.

Succubus comes along
She makes me walk hold hand in hand,
To a place far far away,
Blinded by the high sun on face again.

~ Deja Vu ~

I feel inside,
Lost memories of a previous life,
Scrumptious experience giving you a high,
A low in the making,
An incarnation made to satisfy!

A Rose plucked for good,
Ready to decay for a thousand lives,
Fading for the last time,
You kill one and hope god makes another.

A path we chose,
Distance apart from heaven and good,
We kill our sweet memories
And sweep them too!

Birds fly by and Suns set,
We take our walk down the streets so cold,
Of flickering lights and a fear untold,
And then you fly,
To a place unknown.

Dead and frozen you rise up,
Walk the same streets you once took,
Deja Vu,
A life you live with a god so new!
And angels too!

Why not to waste time and why to waste it!

Was browsing through my spam mails at work the other day and found out this really awesome one. It has a touch of the Indian version of the sprite advertisement, sorry i dont have any clip of it atm. And most of the part below is in hindi, cant help cos without hindi the basic spice of the mail is gone.

Its about two guys working in a software company. Both of them sit at adjacent cubicles and one is always working and the others always idle checking mails and stuff like that. So it goes like this :

Busy Guy : Dude whats up with you man .. utilize your time, read something .. learn a language..
learn a software .. you are damn wasting your time here.
Idle Lazy Guy : Tab Kya Hoga? (with a very lazy dont care kinda tone)
Busy Guy : Arrey tab tera appraisal hoga, promotion hoga .. aurr kya?
Idle Lazy Guy : Tab Kya Hoga?
Busy Guy : Arrey tab tu team leader banega, project manager banega, CEO bhi ban sakta hai.
Idle Lazy Guy : Tab kya hoga?
Busy Guy : Tab tu aish karega yaar .. you gonna spend a lot of money!
Idle Lazy Guy : TOH AB MAIN KYA KAR RAHA HOON?

That was it!!
Now, that can be spam and that can be termed as a joke too but theres some gravity in it, if you notice carefully. You aim for a higher position to enjoy more .. BUT you are still enjoying now arent you?